Monthly Archives: November 2014

Panic attack…

I fight for breath, the air, clear a moment ago has tuned to treacle clogging and cloying, causing my heart to thunder¬†fiercely in my chest, fighting for survival. I struggle to place one foot in front of another muscles refuse … Continue reading

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a prayer….

Help me to walk lightly, to follow the path set before me, to lay down my burdens, and ¬†my pride, that as I walk I leave grace-filled footprints, help me to hold sorrows and joys as one, to come whole … Continue reading

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shadows…

I walk with shadows, my questions echo in the whispering darkness, echo again, again, fueling fears, emptying fullness, sucking hopes dry, I walk with shadows, memories exploding and imploding all around me, memories slipping through my fingers, grains of sand … Continue reading

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faults and flaws ( on loving myself)

today the wound is open and the path ahead is hard, I am picking over memories and my faults and flaws stand large and stark like mountains silhouetted against a sun-burnt sky, I cannot hide, I cannot run, and if … Continue reading

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until I am ready….

you will not hold back, neither from darkness, nor the pit of despair, not from sorrow, or heartbreak, or brokenness, not from grief, or shadow, or pain, you will not hold back, but always hold out hope, always the invitation … Continue reading

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hope in the valley …

it is silent here, dry, with death all around in this valley of dry bones where even the earth cracks beneath me devoid of life, can there be hope? would anyone notice if I fell beneath the cracks and slipped … Continue reading

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letting go…

today time moves slowly, and all is grey, all is quiet, and grey, my soul is quiet still, and quiet, held in silence, thoughts come, one by one feelings of guilt, accusations, painful memories, and one by one I let … Continue reading

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