Monthly Archives: April 2019

Dying to live

teach me to die, so I can live, to die to my negative internal chatter telling me that I am not enough, where can’t and don’t are repeated in equal measure keeping me alive, but a breath of risk from … Continue reading

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walking with the black dog…

to know myself is to know the shadow I walk with, to know the subtlety of her ways, to recognise euphoria can plummet to despair in a moment, and, without warning, that manic tendencies are a signal, to slow down, … Continue reading

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Experiencing Easter…. hope and doubt, glory and shadow…

I have been challenged that 2 of my recent Facebook posts are contradictory, and the truth is that without nuance and reality they are, one was about being blown away by the way God has been working in my life … Continue reading

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a muted alleluia

with washed feet I come, to the shadow of your cross I come, holding my doubt and confusion before me, before you… I see hurt, I see pain, (again) as the world cries alleluia. I cry hope, and why, and … Continue reading

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Judas

it was with washed feet that he left the table, served, humbly, loved completely, he left the table, left the table, his friends, his friend, his teacher, but, perhaps, most notably himself, he could have returned, come to himself as … Continue reading

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Hilltop…

I climb, to be, to know, to pray, to seek, to see … to connect, and the stones beneath my feet cry praise as heaven touches earth, over and over, drawing me to silence, to silent yearning .. + I … Continue reading

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silence

sweat bleeds here, kneeling, groaning, aching waiting, hoping for light that does not come…. + silence is heavens reply + then turmoil and chains, whips, thorns, rough wood, nails tearing flesh, and love lies dying broken open… + silence is … Continue reading

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