Category Archives: depression

Wheat and weeds….

Yesterday, and about a week before I had blogged about living with depression, what it means for me, and how it feels. I hope that I wasn’t being too self indulgent or too self-centered, and I apologise if I was, … Continue reading

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Transforming a bad day… writing it out!

Today is a bad day, I wish I could tell you why, why I woke at 5am, with voices and accusations of the past echoing around my head, and why the lists of ought-to-do’s loom large in my mind. I … Continue reading

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Calling the Black Dog by name…

Dear Black Dog, you and I have a strange relationship, at one time you were there in my life making your presence felt everyday, blocking out the sun and demanding attention. I learned to tame you by befriending you, by … Continue reading

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Onwards; pondering my journey…

I am sitting today and reflecting, a year ago I was preparing to move, into the last few weeks of living in Blackpool which were filled with lovely affirmations of all kinds from friendships to ministry, and the joy of … Continue reading

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From darkness to light…..

time rolls on the year flows from darkness into light, but tonight we pause acknowledging the shadows embracing the dark, then we turn and in the turning we recieve life¬†afresh, her possibilities stir unseen below the surface of the earth, … Continue reading

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Depression, thoughts on Andreas Lubitz and all who have questions and fears…

I have to admit that I am irritated, not only irritated, but also deeply saddened and concerned by ridiculous conclusions that the media, namely The Daily Mail, The Mirror, The Star and others, have come to regarding the German Co-piolot … Continue reading

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