Category Archives: prayer

re-turning

to begin again, to re-turn, my steps, stumbling, faltering, falling, failing at times, but moving forward, onward, to the source of life, a love that cannot, will not, let me go, drawing me loves’ magnetic power remains irresistible, and should … Continue reading

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Offering 2

here are my desires, my ideas, my certainties, my doubts, loves, fears…. here are my knowings, my unknowings, my hidden and seen self, here are dark and light, silence and shadow, joy-filled laughter, tearful groanings, here I am a mixed … Continue reading

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Let down?

I am not a stranger to telling people that it okay to be angry with God, that God is more than big enough to take our anger and frustrations, hurts and pains and more than able, and even willing to … Continue reading

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Life lessons…

Most people who read my blog will know that I am struggling with a severe bout of depression at the moment, this is not something I am trying to hide, nor am I ashamed of it, it simply is. I … Continue reading

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Hope remains…

No place to go, No headstone, No memorial, Photos too painful, Memories mixed, Anger, pain, brokenness… Condolences are muted, Or unspoken As there are no words or cards for this, Only an acceptance That what is Is not what might … Continue reading

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My desire…

My desire, my deepest desire, is to know the peace of the deep love of the Divine, ( who I call God) to find myself held in mercy, in grace, to know myself forgiven, holding all my shadows and inconsistencies … Continue reading

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Onwards; pondering my journey…

I am sitting today and reflecting, a year ago I was preparing to move, into the last few weeks of living in Blackpool which were filled with lovely affirmations of all kinds from friendships to ministry, and the joy of … Continue reading

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