Category Archives: prayer

Life lessons…

Most people who read my blog will know that I am struggling with a severe bout of depression at the moment, this is not something I am trying to hide, nor am I ashamed of it, it simply is. I … Continue reading

Posted in depression, Divorce, doubt, mindfulness, prayer, Seeing, Uncategorized | 4 Comments

Hope remains…

No place to go, No headstone, No memorial, Photos too painful, Memories mixed, Anger, pain, brokenness… Condolences are muted, Or unspoken As there are no words or cards for this, Only an acceptance That what is Is not what might … Continue reading

Posted in depression, Divorce, doubt, poetry/ meditations, prayer, Uncategorized | Leave a comment

My desire…

My desire, my deepest desire, is to know the peace of the deep love of the Divine, ( who I call God) to find myself held in mercy, in grace, to know myself forgiven, holding all my shadows and inconsistencies … Continue reading

Posted in poetry/ meditations, prayer, Seeing, Uncategorized | Leave a comment

Onwards; pondering my journey…

I am sitting today and reflecting, a year ago I was preparing to move, into the last few weeks of living in Blackpool which were filled with lovely affirmations of all kinds from friendships to ministry, and the joy of … Continue reading

Posted in depression, mission, prayer, self care, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , | 2 Comments

Praying “Your kingdom come….”

In the light of the Global Prayer initiative Thy Kingdom Come I have been pondering what it means to pray those words, and how they challenge and inform my walk of discipleship. So, what does it mean to pray for … Continue reading

Posted in poetry/ meditations, prayer, Uncategorized | Tagged | Leave a comment

Time for a change ( on loving myself)

I have made a decision today, and that decision is to put myself first, to say no more often, to take time out, and to ask myself what I want to do. I know that, that may sound selfish, but … Continue reading

Posted in mindfulness, prayer, self care, Uncategorized | Tagged , , | Leave a comment

Depression, thoughts on Andreas Lubitz and all who have questions and fears…

I have to admit that I am irritated, not only irritated, but also deeply saddened and concerned by ridiculous conclusions that the media, namely The Daily Mail, The Mirror, The Star and others, have come to regarding the German Co-piolot … Continue reading

Posted in depression, Holy Saturday, lubitz, prayer | 1 Comment