Category Archives: poetry/ meditations

Love….

Love has me, love holds me, through my doubts and fears, often unacknowledged, unnoticed, Love does not let me go. + Love has me, love holds me, through rejections, questions, fallings, failings, Love does not let me go. + Love … Continue reading

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Dying and rising…

I am pondering the story of Lazarus ( John 11), not the part where he dies and is subsequently raised, but wondering what if felt like to be released from his grave clothes to a new chance at life. Did … Continue reading

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Hope remains…

No place to go, No headstone, No memorial, Photos too painful, Memories mixed, Anger, pain, brokenness… Condolences are muted, Or unspoken As there are no words or cards for this, Only an acceptance That what is Is not what might … Continue reading

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My desire…

My desire, my deepest desire, is to know the peace of the deep love of the Divine, ( who I call God) to find myself held in mercy, in grace, to know myself forgiven, holding all my shadows and inconsistencies … Continue reading

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Praying “Your kingdom come….”

In the light of the Global Prayer initiative Thy Kingdom Come I have been pondering what it means to pray those words, and how they challenge and inform my walk of discipleship. So, what does it mean to pray for … Continue reading

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shadows…

I walk with shadows, my questions echo in the whispering darkness, echo again, again, fueling fears, emptying fullness, sucking hopes dry, I walk with shadows, memories exploding and imploding all around me, memories slipping through my fingers, grains of sand … Continue reading

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faults and flaws ( on loving myself)

today the wound is open and the path ahead is hard, I am picking over memories and my faults and flaws stand large and stark like mountains silhouetted against a sun-burnt sky, I cannot hide, I cannot run, and if … Continue reading

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